Here we sit on this day of our lord just past 4/20/2008 and, wow, it feels a lot like last year doesn't it but maybe just a big more quiet, slow, status quo'ish? Just keeping on keeping on baby. Don't rock the boat.
If the words are not coming through clear enough today I will let you know: I am feeling a bit punchy. Maybe its this goddamn Monday. Maybe its this goddamn cube. Maybe its just me being punchy because well, why not?
Frustration boiled up a couple of times this past week I will let you know. Frustrated that one of my smart co-workers seems to feel like the planet is doing just fine and all we need to do is make everyone rich. You don't smell that bad air and feel that bad feel? Oh well. Mother nature will visit us all soon. We (you?) like to believe we are smarter than that which created us and mothered us to this place we are now, but we aren't of course. We can't ever figure it out but we should be deferential and do our VERY best right to lessen our impact on our mother and this godly figure beneath our feet? Perhaps. Otherwise you get snow in April in Seattle like that one movie showed? Oh, wait.
More frustrating though was family. It always is isn't it? Not to belabor the point but 1. Folks, get yourself something to occupy yourselves. You delving into every little emotional angle of every interaction is tiring and a waste of your time. 2. Brother, grow up and become a man. It has been too long.
Work and workflow here has also been a *ahem* challenge, but I also know that the issue is partly me. I want us to be too perfect with our projects and too well thought out... business moves quicker than that but at the same time I would have liked us to have a bit of balance between these two things. Hopefully we are and I am just not seeing it.
On a lighter note, the wifey is the bomb y'all. We had a great weekend and a great time together over the past week. She is a light in a sometimes dull status quo grayness.
If the words are not coming through clear enough today I will let you know: I am feeling a bit punchy. Maybe its this goddamn Monday. Maybe its this goddamn cube. Maybe its just me being punchy because well, why not?
Frustration boiled up a couple of times this past week I will let you know. Frustrated that one of my smart co-workers seems to feel like the planet is doing just fine and all we need to do is make everyone rich. You don't smell that bad air and feel that bad feel? Oh well. Mother nature will visit us all soon. We (you?) like to believe we are smarter than that which created us and mothered us to this place we are now, but we aren't of course. We can't ever figure it out but we should be deferential and do our VERY best right to lessen our impact on our mother and this godly figure beneath our feet? Perhaps. Otherwise you get snow in April in Seattle like that one movie showed? Oh, wait.
More frustrating though was family. It always is isn't it? Not to belabor the point but 1. Folks, get yourself something to occupy yourselves. You delving into every little emotional angle of every interaction is tiring and a waste of your time. 2. Brother, grow up and become a man. It has been too long.
Work and workflow here has also been a *ahem* challenge, but I also know that the issue is partly me. I want us to be too perfect with our projects and too well thought out... business moves quicker than that but at the same time I would have liked us to have a bit of balance between these two things. Hopefully we are and I am just not seeing it.
On a lighter note, the wifey is the bomb y'all. We had a great weekend and a great time together over the past week. She is a light in a sometimes dull status quo grayness.
